While the annual Rajneesh
festival 1985 version was relatively uneventful, we did have a situation that
was not acceptable and there was nothing I could do about it – other than to
make sure it never happened again.
It was in the middle of the
afternoon of July 3rd, a Wednesday, when I received a phone call from
the Reserve Deputy that had been at my first meeting.
She said, “We think we have had
a drowning in the lake.”
I asked, “You think you have?
She said, “Yes, the report just
came in that there was a man who had gone under the water and we can’t find
him.”
I told her to have the Chief
call me as soon as possible.
As accidental drowning must be
investigated.
Our Sergeant was heading back up
to The Dalles; he was on Bake Oven Road a few miles from Shaniko and a good 45
minutes to an hour from the ranch. I
told the dispatcher to have him go back to Shaniko and call me.
A few minutes later I had
another call from the Reserve, she said there was definitely a drowning and they
had divers attempting to locate the man.
He was Japanese and had come in, from a city in Japan, for the
festival.
I asked her if they had any
Deputy Medical Examiners at the ranch, I was pretty sure they didn’t. This position is held by law enforcement
officers who have gone through training AND had been appointed as such by the
County Medical Examiner.
I had not heard that any had
been appointed there.
She didn’t know. She did say the Chief was at the scene and
would call me as soon as she could – that made sense that is where I would have
been.
I told the Reserve I would
notify the County Medical Examiner and the District Attorney, I was pretty sure
the CME would want the body brought up to The Dalles.
She started arguing with me, and
I told her that it was state law.
Our District Attorney was easily
found – most of the time, this was one of the few times he had left the office
early and no one knew where he was, at the time he didn’t have a Deputy DA. I didn’t consider that a major problem, we
were just required to notify him and we would continue to try and contact
him.
I called Dr. John, the CME. I told him I had a Sergeant who was a DMA and
I would have him go to the scene. He
said have the body brought up to The Dalles for autopsy.
I then received a third call
from the Reserve – approximately 45 minutes after her first call.
She said, “the divers found the
body and the ambulance crew worked on him and got him breathing again. They are taking him to the medical
facilities.”
A few minutes later I was
called, by the Chief, and told that while the man was alive when they got him to
the facility he was worked on by the doctor who declared him dead. She also said the doctor said he was a
Jefferson County Asst. Medical Examiner.
When I took that initial tour
back in March I wondered why every business and lodging facility was in Wasco
County – and the medical facility was in Jefferson County; now I knew.
She said that the young man had
been swimming in the lake with some other Rajneesh. He had been going from the shore to a large
raft they had a few yards out. Suddenly
he started thrashing water and then went down.
It took them a while to find him, revive him and take him to the clinic
where he died.
I called Dr. John back up and
told him where we were on the drowning and the doctor on scene was a Jefferson
County Asst. Medical Examiner.
After a few cuss words and
comments, which included my thoughts that this was wrong, you don’t revive an
adult who has been underwater that long – warm water – in that heat. He said, “Bring the body up to The
Dalles!”
The ranch had a large number of
security personnel with semi-automatic weapons.
I had a total of 12 deputies, of which only two were on duty. There was no way I was going to go down there
and get the body – which was in Jefferson County - without further backup and
that was going to take time.
I told him that. I also told him that the pronouncing
physicians was an Assistant Medical Examiner for Jefferson County – (which trumps anything I could do as a
Deputy Medical Examiner.)
He thought for a moment and said
he would contact the State Medical Examiner (who appoints the County Medical
Examiners AND his Assistants.)
The State Medical Examiner was
recently appointed as the Temporary State Medical Examiner. The former SMA had done some things that the
Governor had felt were unethical and discharged him, appointing his Chief Deputy
to replace him while they searched, nationally, for a permanent replacement.
His office couldn’t find
him. After about a half hour they
finally located him and he talked with Dr. John. He said he knew the Rajneesh doctor and
trusted his judgment. Since the death
actually ‘occurred’ in Jefferson County it was his body and his case. If the Rajneesh doctor said it was an
accidental drowning, that was good enough for him.
Dr. John called me up,
exasperated, saying leave him there.
Mathew
12:31-32 Wherefore I say unto you,
All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy
against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto
men.
32 And whosoever
speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever
speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this
world, neither in the world to come.
As a new Christian I found this
verse to be very scary. How do you know
if you have blasphemed the Holy Ghost?
What does it mean?
I had never heard such a
thing. I had accepted Christ, I knew my
sins were forgiven, but now I read these verses.
Fortunately I had an
understanding Pastor. When I asked him,
he said, “If you are ‘worried’ about offending the Holy Ghost, then you
aren’t.”
I was taught early on in my
Spiritual life that we must dedicate our life to Him. What we do must be geared toward listening to
and obeying His Holy Spirit.
There have been times in my life
that I have done things that were unquestionably sinful – but, I knew that God
was ready to welcome me and forgive those sins through Christ.
That, obviously, doesn’t give us
leave to go out deliberately sinning because we know we can come, bow down
before God and ask for His forgiveness.
That kind of lifestyle very well
might lead to offending the Holy Spirit.
But from what I understand, it
is those that deliberately turn their back on God and refuse to acknowledge
Him. They may even ‘preach’ against Him
and strive to drag people away from Him.
They go about deliberately
living their life in opposition against Him.
The end result for the Christian
is these verses are warnings to the world, not to us.
Neither should we try and judge
who has reached the point of offending the Holy Spirit that they are no longer
redeemable.
Only God can make that
decision.
I am reminded of a man, living
in another country, who underwent incredible persecution – and mainly from one
man.
He never knew when the knock on
the door was coming, but he knew it would be and that he would be hauled down to
headquarters, thrown into a dungeon of a jail and then beaten – sometimes to the
point he felt he would die.
After giving him warnings about
to expect more beatings if he continued to talk about Jesus, they would take him
back to his house and dump him on the front porch. He would be cared for by his wife and
children until he was able to care for himself – and then he would go back to
preaching the Gospel.
This treatment went on for
years, the members of the team arresting him may be different, but the leader of
the team was not. The Christian said,
that he told the leader that he was praying for him – and the treatment would
get worse.
Each time he was arrested he
told him he was praying for him.
Now, I don’t know about you, but
I am not so sure I have that kind of forgiveness in my soul – the man said he
didn’t have it, it was God that gave it to him.
After several years there was a
regime change and he was no longer beaten, but he was still discouraged from
preaching Christ.
A couple years later he answered
the knock on the door, only to find his old nemesis. The man told him that he had cancer and would
soon die, but thanks to the Christian’s faithful witnessing to him, he had
accepted Christ. He came back to
apologize and to thank him.
We might look at the drunken or
other drug addict as their addiction drags them into the gutter. They have no pride.
They live on the streets, they
and their clothes are filthy, they beg for money so they can support their
habits and we, and often times they, believe they are past saving.
We are looking at the outside,
we don’t know what has happened to them through the years that have made them
feel this is the path that is the only way they can travel through life – but
God does.
We look at the career criminal
who is arrest for crimes, incarcerated for long periods of time and when he gets
out, he commits another crime. The more
serious the crimes the more we feel he is beyond redemption, God doesn’t.
God is so forgiving; His desire
truly is that everyone would seek Him that they might be saved.
John
3:06 For God so loved the world,
that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not
perish, but have everlasting life.
We need to see others as God
sees them and have compassion on them.
One day I was in the bathroom at
Fred Meyers. A homeless man was in there
cleaning himself up.
He looked at me and said, “I am
not like these other guys out there.”
I don’t know if he thought I was
condemning him or not, obviously he saw or felt something in my demeanor to
caused him to make that comment.
It would have been nice to say,
I told him I understood and then witnessed to him about our Savior. It would have been nice, but it would be a
lie, I didn’t – I just nodded.
In truth I hadn’t really thought
anything as he stood at the sink washing his face with a wet paper towel. But as he spoke to me, I felt the need to
witness to him, and did not.
Here was a man who needed
something that I had from God, and I had refused to give it to Him.
I realized later as the pangs of
guilt wrack me and awaken me at o-dark-thirty I had missed an opportunity to
give him encouragement and discuss my Jesus.
Frankly, I thought as I lay wake
that morning, I have come dangerously close to offending the Holy Ghost. I knew I should have done something and did
not.
We can’t go back and redo
things, with some people we may have another chance, with this man I did not, I
never saw Him again.
We can, however, ask for God’s
forgiveness and vow to do what we know we must do in our service to Him.
Christians all over the world
are being asked to suffer and die for Christ.
They are being deprived of all things close to them.
Me, I am only being asked to
talk about Jesus. I don’t have to worry
about an officer coming to the door and taking me downtown and torture me for my
beliefs – at least not at this time.
May I always remember to focus
on Christ, May I always strive to serve Him and do what He asks. May I not worry about whether someone has
offended God’s Holy Spirit and leave that decision to Him.
We must always take the view
that no one is beyond redemption from God, I can attest to that.
Later, Art :-)
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