As far as our Office was
concerned, concerning the Rajneesh, much of our work had been completed.
I will be discussing how WCSO
was involved with the Rajneesh through the next few years starting with their
returning the City of Antelope back over to the citizens.
The ranch was pretty much
abandoned in early December; snow was falling as I headed south to
Antelope. After I was done there I
figured I would take a drive down to the Ranch.
Just the night before that trip
I received a phone call, at home, from a long-time resident of Antelope. The Rajneesh had been trying to get some of
the town’s people to accept a seat on the City Council. No one would agree to an appointment.
The Rajneesh had shut down the
ranch and now were leaving Antelope.
They said they wanted to give the community back to the residents and had
actually put back up the road signs they had removed a few years earlier.
When they took over the town,
they had named all the streets for different people, like Buddha – names that
the Rajneesh valued. It was also a form
of harassment and a show of contempt for the local citizens. Now the streets were back to their old
names.
The caller had asked me to come
down and take possession of all the paperwork and the firearms that were in the
City Hall. They wanted them taken into
safe keeping.
The locals didn’t trust the
Rajneesh. They didn’t know if they had
done some things that could come back on the City and them personally if they
voluntarily accepted an appointment from the Rajneesh city council.
If the Rajneesh had the locals
didn’t want to be caught in the middle by being appointed to the council by the
Rajneesh. They were afraid any fines or
penalties might attach to them.
There is a process, in Oregon,
if a City loses all its city council.
The citizens request the County Commission appoint a Mayor who will then
appoint a councilman and then the two would appoint a third and so it would go
until all positions were filled.
Antelope had a 5 person council,
which sounds like a lot for such a small – 26 to 40 – person population, but
that is what the charter required.
The Mayor had announced to the
media that the then council members would all resign their positions on the day
I was asked to be there. The meeting was
scheduled for that morning, if I recall correctly either 0900 or 1000.
They held their meetings in the
basement of the Antelope school house.
The meeting room was packed out
by local citizens, not just the city people but many of the local ranchers also
came.
In the ranching world of South
Wasco County these ranchers were all neighbors, knew each other, helped each
other out in times of troubles and supported each other as they ran their
ranches.
There nearest neighbor could be
15 miles up the road, but they were all neighbors if they lived anywhere down
there.
These ranchers included a big
burly man named John Conroy. John was in
his 60’s, I would guess, and was as thick as he was wide; he stood about
5’10.” In the old days of football he
would have been a great fullback – they powered through the line and boy did a
team have a difficult time pulling down.
They were called fire plugs – and it fit him.
He was an Eastern Oregon
Rancher, solid as they came and didn’t talk much and didn’t mince words when he
did talk.
John’s cattle ranch was off Bake
Oven road, a county road that ran between Maupin (and the 197 Highway) to just
south of Shaniko (and Highway 97.) His
ranch was about 30 – 35 miles from Antelope.
John had been a County
Commissioner and he was also a Budget Committee member for the county – that is
where I had met him.
Like most ranches in that part
of the county his was large, several thousand acres. He also rented BLM land adjacent to his for
additional cattle grazing pastures. The
land was rugged and much like the Big Muddy, lots of sagebrush, juniper and
bunch grass which fed the cattle in the field.
He had hay fields and pastures
mixed in, but the bulk of the property would be considered barren. Lush greenery requires water as well as a
soil to produce it. This area of the
county didn’t have much water and it was desert sand, so would have taken a lot
to improve it.
He lived a few miles down his
private drive way off Bake Oven Road.
He was a character. During one of the Budget Meetings I was
coming in to present our Budget to the committee. Just ahead of me was the County trapper who
was in charge of predator control.
His job was basically to trap
and kill coyotes before they attacked the livestock – most of his work took
place in south county, since that is where the problem needed to be
addressed. He didn’t have a large budget
and it was just there to supplement the work.
Coyotes can kill young caves and
lambs. Livestock ranchers will tell you
that they will grab hold of one and rip it open, and then go to the next one,
without eating the first. But it isn’t
just the livestock that are in danger.
The Committee chairman was a
Cherry grower whose orchards were close in to The Dalles. As the presentation of the trapper was
concluded, the chairman said he didn’t understand why we needed to have coyotes
killed.
He then went on about how those
coyotes around his orchards were considered pets. They were friendly critters who had a
beautiful voice and they sung to the moon.
He was making a big deal about how nice they were; and you could see John
getting red in the face - he was about ready to explode.
The chairman was pulling his
leg. He looked over at John and said,
“But then I didn’t have my wife’s pet dog grabbed off the back porch by a
coyote, either.” They approved the
trapper’s budget.
Then it came time for me to
present the Sheriff’s Budget. As I was
talking the noon fire alarm went off.
John looked at his watch and said, ‘Oh, it’s 1100.”
I said, “No, it is 1200, John,
that was the noon whistle.”
Like most ranchers he didn’t
much care for Day-light Savings time and left his watch on standard times – the
cattle didn’t recognize the hour change, so he didn’t either.
He looked at me and smiled, “So
your noon whistle goes off at 1100, huh?”
He had gotten me hook, line and sinker.
I got back at him later.
Mathew
5:6 Blessed are they which do hunger and
thirst after righteousness: for they shall be
filled.
I woke up this morning with the
question, lingering in my mind: “How do
we act as Christians?”
The first thing I realized was
the word, ‘act.’
We hear it all the time, ‘act
your age’ we tell our children; ‘act like you know what you are doing’ we may
tell employees; ‘act like you have been there before’ don’t get over excited
about a minor accomplishment; ‘he is just putting on an act’ meaning the person
isn’t who he claims he is – or is trying to gain something for himself –
children do that all the time; but so do adults.
Act. Acting usually implies that the person is
performing; he isn’t really the person he is portraying.
We expect that in plays, movies,
television – although sometimes an actor plays a certain type of person and we
identify him with the person he is portraying.
AND when we find out he is not that persona in reality, we are surprised
– and often disappointed.
‘Act like you know what you are
doing’ is a comment made to us that implies we really don’t but we can look like
we do know.
Are we acting as Christians?
Usually we relate that with,
what is our behavior? Is it something a
Christian should be doing?
Is our life in Christ an act, or
is it a genuine?
We look at the above verse and
realize that we need righteousness; we must thirst for it, hunger for it keep,
it in the forefront of our mind.
But, why?
Is it because we want to act
like we have righteousness or do we want to have genuine righteousness before
God.
What is the difference? If we act righteous, then we are righteous,
aren’t we?
If we use Christ as an example
and act like Him, aren’t we going to be righteous? If we stick to God’s moral code, aren’t we
considered righteous?
We all recognize that
‘self-righteous’ is a demeaning phrase, meaning we are placing ourselves above
others. It is a term that focuses on the
actions and attitude of the person, rather than a message of the need for
correction.
Sometimes ‘self-righteous’ is
just a term used by those that don’t want to be faced with their own sinful
behavior – and sometimes it is a derogatory term that rightly describes a
person’s attitude of superiority as a Christian.
How do we attain righteousness
without it being an ‘act?’
Psalm
23:3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in
the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
the paths of righteousness for his name's
sake.
Like anything that we do in
God’s name, it should be from a pure heart that is striving to glorify God, not
ourselves.
There are times we need to
overcome our personal desires and act like we are righteous. Our heart is pumping away to do something we
know will not bring glory to God, we wrestle with the temptation.
Then, we act/respond like we
know how Christ would have us act – even though our minds are fighting that very
action.
Sometimes we expect too much of
ourselves, too soon.
Righteousness isn’t something
that comes, to most of us, by just praying.
We have to make a conscious effort to serve God and place our own egos
aside. When we do that we are trying to
act like Jesus – and that is not necessarily a bad thing, as long as we strive
to have that perfection and want to do it all the time, not for our own self but
to glorify God.
The repetitive actions of
striving for that perfection, for wanting to be righteous for His sake can often
help us open our hearts to Him. We
become more confident in our righteousness, because it is given to God who uses
us for His Glory.
We may look at someone and think
righteousness is a way of life for them; they never seem to struggle as we
struggle to actually put God first in everything we do and say.
But we don’t know that for
sure. They may have had great struggles
achieving that attitude – and there may be times that they failed, even
today.
A favorite question for many
when faced with a decision is “What would Jesus do?” We analyze that situation and determine,
Jesus would do such and such.
But what is the basis for our
determining what Jesus would have done?
And is it solid enough to guide us in the right direction?
What if we didn’t have to ask
that question? What if we do the right
thing, because it is the right thing – even in the face of adversity? How do we get to that point?
Emulating others, acting like we
are righteous, doing things our mind says to do is not a bad start, but it is
only a start.
We must focus on righteousness
for God’s sake, not our own. That
righteousness comes from a conscious effort of allowing God to cleanse our heart
and then direct our paths.
The more ‘me’ minded we are the
harder it is to walk that path, our inner man says we deserve praise for
standing up for Christ and being righteous.
We want people to recognize our
sacrifice and tell us how they respect us – but it isn’t us that we want man to
see, it is the work of Christ in us that HE will be glorified.
the paths of righteousness for his name's
sake.
We want to be righteous, because
He is righteous; we are His Ambassadors to the world and to represent Him as He
wants, then we must turn ourselves over to Him, completely.
Righteousness is a virtue we are
to have, it is something we want and need, not so we can thump our chest saying
how good we are, but that God may be glorified.
Later, Art :-)
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