More of my stories concerning the Rajneesh:
During
the summer of 1984 I spend a lot of time campaigning. I went to a number of meetings both large and
small. In addition I did a lot of
knocking on doors.
I
was pretty well known in the community.
But not everyone knew me. I
had/have a full beard. One door I
knocked on had a young lady answer that thought I was a sannyasin from
Rajneeshpuram and I had to show her my identification before she would talk to
me.
But
most recognize me and many said they knew my background and would be voting for
me and recommending their family and friends do the same.
That
summer was one of open hostility from the Rajneesh sect and members of the rest
of the citizenry. The concern that they
were trying to take over county government was a very real issue and the fear
was that they would influence this particular election to further those
goals.
A
political action committee was formed by some Wasco County residents. They supported a number of us that were
running. The people that organized the
committee had been exposing the misdeeds of the Rajneesh for quite a while and
they felt those of us on the list were the most likely to not cave in to their
demands. The list was based on the
people not the party as both Republicans and Democrats were on the
list.
Through
the years most elections in Wasco County were very close. One candidate was tied with another candidate
for commissioner after a recount they flipped a coin. It was not unusual for the winner to win
office by fewer than 10 votes – one of my predecessors was elected by 6 votes
more than his opponent.
Past
practice of the Rajneesh, in elections, was everyone voted the same across the
board – there may be one or two voters that didn’t toe the line, but everyone
else did. I believe, at the time, there
were somewhere between 500 and 1000 registered voters at Rajneeshpuram, easily
enough to sway an election in the county.
Since they were a precinct onto themselves their votes were
obvious.
That
fear or Rajneesh followers controlling the election grew and it was the reason
that the political action committee was formed.
That fall election in Wasco County had an almost 100% turn out of
voters. Many of these voters voted as
the political action committee suggested, we were all elected to our posts, by
wide margins.
But
before that election took place there was a lot of underhanded and criminal
activity by the sannyasins to undermine or swing the election. They too were aware of how close most
elections were in Wasco County and looked for ways to tip it in their
favor.
They
infiltrated the political action committee.
Claiming to be a local resident against the Rajneesh, one young sannyasin
joined and gained access to some of the committee’s files. However, she was soon exposed and she went
back down to the ranch.
Another
young lady took up residence in The Dalles.
She claimed she was a member of a long standing family – the last of
which had moved from the area. However,
she wanted to move back and wanted to help with county government by running for
county commissioner. She took out a
petition to gain signatures that would put her on the ballot, she, too, was
quickly exposed.
But
they also were planning more sinister actions to influence the election: Germ
warfare.
Philippians
1:28-30 And in nothing terrified by your adversaries:
which is to them an evident token of perdition, but to you of salvation, and
that of God.
29
For unto you it is
given in the behalf of Christ, not only to believe on him, but also to suffer
for his sake;
30
Having the same
conflict which ye saw in me, and now hear to be in
me.
I awoke this morning with a name
on my heart that I had not thought of for several years – at least 20 to 25
years. I have learned my lesson, when
that happens I know the person is in need of prayer – and I started praying.
As I did though a deriding
spirit kept creeping into my mind, something that had never happened before when
I get these urgent calls to prayer.
I was ‘reminded’ that this man
betrayed me, told lies about me and when confronted, by mutual friends, the only
defense he could offer was that I was ‘a born again Christian’ and therefore
hated his lifestyle – he admitted that he had never felt that from me, but just
knew how I felt because I was so outspoken about my faith.
In addition he had requested, of
the County Judge, an investigation into my Office for what he felt was an
attitude of prejudice against Gays.
Now this occurred well over 20
years ago. The accusation was not as
detrimental as it would be now, but any accusation of a deliberate action taken
against someone because they belonged to a minority was unacceptable in my
mind.
This accusation was an affront
to me personally, and to my Christian and law enforcement beliefs and
conduct.
What caused the complaint was a
traffic stop by one of my deputies in the south part of the county shortly after
midnight.
He had stopped the car because
of the erratic driving; the car was not maintaining its lane which indicates a
possible driver driving under the influence of intoxicants.
The driver was asked to perform
field sobriety tests and when finished was determined he was not under the
influence, just tired and a bit distracted.
He was given a warning about driving in that condition, was told that a
rest stop was up ahead which he might want to pull into and sleep for a
while.
The driver reported the incident
to his friend. He felt alone and
vulnerable out there in the middle of nowhere and felt he had only been stopped
and tested because he was Gay.
The complainant relayed that
information to the County Judge and requested an investigation. The judge came to me, after looking into it,
I was able to show the stop was legitimate, not overly long for a possible DUII
and there was no apparent impropriety.
Several things were disturbing
on this:
I knew the complainant, had
attended multiple functions where he was at, we had, on more than one occasion
had meals together. He actually had a
powerful position within the community and one that interacted with our Office
often.
He would frequently come to me
for advice and I gave it to him willingly and some of that was spiritual
advice.
He was gay, a fact I was well
aware of but never said anything about – to him or anyone else – I knew he was
struggling with the lifestyle and that his background as a Christian was behind
that struggle.
Because we had the relationship
we had I figured he would come to me if he felt that I could assist him in the
struggle – he had come to me on other issues.
After the accusation to the
judge and comments to friends he finally came to me – at their urging – and told
me about his feelings.
He admitted I had never treated
him differently or unfairly. That I had
never given him cause to be concerned about my thoughts towards him; but, he
just ‘knew’ I was condemning him because I was so religious. He wasn’t apologetic, but felt he needed to
talk to me.
It took quite a while for me to
figure it out – I was a very outspoken Christian and there was no question I was
conservative. The bible says certain
actions are sins – and the physical actions of sexual conduct contrary to the
Bible, not just same sex acts, but all improper conduct is a sin.
There is a difference between
temptations, weaknesses and the fulfilling acts of any kind that God has
forbid. There is not a man or woman –
except for Christ – who has not yielded to temptation and sinned.
When I share my testimony with
others I seldom point to their sins, for me it isn’t productive. What I do is share and discuss what is often
on their heart, many times it isn’t what they need to discuss, but it can lead
to a break through on their part.
It took me a while to realize
that he was so guilt ridden and so confused that he lashed out at me as if I was
his accuser and not the Holy Spirit.
It took me a long time to figure
out that due to the contacts we had, due to the stands I took and his past
stated respect for me, for my boldness as a Christian, forced him to face his
own weaknesses and he could only attack what he felt was a major cause of his
distress, me.
He told me that he had not felt
or seen any overt actions or words on my part to justify his concerns, but he
just knew how I felt. Right then I was
feeling hurt, a bit angry and very sorry for this man. We shook hands and he left.
While we continued having
contacts due to our positions, the relationship was not the same and it wasn’t
long before he left the community.
As I prayed for him this
morning, his accusations kept coming at me, asking me why I should be so
concerned for him, why I should pray for someone who had betrayed a friendship
and made false accusations.
I broke through, finally, but it
was a struggle I don’t ever remember having before.
I have some calls into mutual
friends to see if they know anything.
My thoughts turned to these
verses. First, because while the
accusations were real, the alleged conduct wasn’t and some damage to my
reputation was the result; I will never know how many people that he told
believed what he said.
I have always taken seriously
both my law enforcement duties and my duties as a Christian not to take action
against someone for their beliefs unless there was criminal actions accompanying
them. It was my job to defend and help
others and that has always been my mind set – not to deliberately attack
them.
The only reason for those
accusations was my stand for Christ.
Second, because I went through a
battle this morning; a battle that pitched those false accusations and
questioning why I should even pray for the man against my duties as a Christian
who has been told to pray.
People, satan is alive and very
much at work in this world today. He is
getting bolder and bolder by the hour.
He is attacking those that oppose him in any way he can and we better be
prepared for those attacks.
This was the first time I can
remember I was attacked this way, it was vicious and totally unexpected, I hold
no animosity against this man (at least that I am consciously aware of) – which
tells me he is going to use unfamiliar methods against us in hopes of bringing
us down.
I am reminded once again that we
have been warned:
Ephesians
6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and
blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the
darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high
places.
1 Peter 5:8-9 Be
sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh
about, seeking whom he may devour:
9 Whom resist stedfast in
the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren
that are in the world.
But I am also reminded that God
knows this and He is there for us:
1 Peter 5:6-7 Humble yourselves
therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due
time:
7 Casting all your care
upon him; for he careth for you.
1 Peter 5:10-11 But the God of all
grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye
have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle
you.
11 To him be glory and
dominion for ever and ever. Amen.
We may become a casualty in
God’s battle against satan, but as we stand true to Him the war will be won for
His Glory. He wants to gather as many
people into His fold as He can before He has to finally send Christ back to rule
– and we are the implements of war that He uses to reach them.
Later, Art :-)
From
the ColumbiaRiverGorgeous
May Our Good Lord Bless and Keep YOU....’til we meet again
May Our Good Lord Bless and Keep YOU....’til we meet again
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